never knew

never knew you felt that way. it was never quite our intention to make you feel the way you did. if anything, i wish i could wash the slate clean and start over;but i guess some things will never be the same again. if an apology; words taken back; feelings , judgements more restrained, whould it have been different? What can/could have been done ? perhaps you can tell me. cause i'm at my wits end and desperately wish i knew.

but i don't.

and it's driving me to the point of disillusionment.

don't want to go there.

cause i know we can do it through His grace.